Seems like this is the only place I can go to vent nowadays. Idk what to do. No matter what decision I make I’m gonna feel bad whether its guilt or hate myself. I always try to make everyone happy and always give up what I want to do and I’m sick of it. But I can’t seem to kick that guilt. I chose the fair decision but she is honking about herself. I don’t wanna give into her but it seems like that’s the only way to prevent a death match. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Regretting trying to gain weight years ago..wish I was a tad skinnier